The Great Hunter

Oh great hunter sleek and fast
Killer elite with a glorious past
Roaming free the oceans deep
Free to hunt, play and sleep

Oh great hunter you were so free
What a great and wonderful thing to be
A million years without a fear
In a tank now bring your tears

Oh great hunter, you are now the prey
If they catch you, in a tank you'll stay
A trick to jump, through the air
A soulless grin now in your stare

A fish to eat is your great reward
oh how do you keep from being bored?
They oooh and ahhh from up on high
Wings you need to really fly

They come by the thousands to see your show
Oh how little do they really know?
Your soul is gone, your will determined
convicted you are, you pay for your sins

Back to the sea, your brothers wait
Free to wonder what is your fate
They hunt and play as they always have done
Together forever under the sun

Oh great hunter you deserve to be free
Oh great hunter can you forgive me?
I never knew your broken soul
I never knew your true role.

Oh great hunter live long and proud
One day you will touch the clouds
To hunt and play and live free
Back with your brothers, back to the sea.

Be the best...

There’s a moment when you know 

That life is more than just a show 

Passion and fire fill your life 

Happiness and joy moving you from strife   

There’s a moment when everything is right 

It could be during the day or even at night 

The one moment that you’ve longed for 

The one thing that was impossible to ignore   

In your soul, you needed this more than anything 

A chance to shine, a reason to sing 

That feeling of being the best you can be 

The challenge accepted and won for all to see   

Never give up, never lose your way 

Stay focused at home, at work and at play

Growing in spirit, knowledge and love 

Be humble and give thanks to the gods above   

The challenges of life will always be there 

With all the strength and conviction you must dare 

Move mountains and reach for new heights 

Always keeping that goal in your sights   

The time is now, the day is almost here 

A bigger challenge will always be near 

Be the best you can, and let others admire 

Of a life not wasted, filled with happiness and desire   

Tomorrow will come and soon will go 

A legacy of victories for all to know 

This one chance, this one moment in time 

That mountain is really just a hill to climb   

You are amazing, you know that well 

The past is gone, there’s no need to dwell 

Move on, pick up and seek a new chance 

To walk free…to sing … to dance!  

Click...

But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
`Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: `we're all mad here. I'm mad.  You're mad.'
`How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
`You must be,' said the Cat, `or you wouldn't have come here.'

Click....

It's cold here...

this place, this place in my mind where I go when the world screams too much.

It's dark here. I close my eyes and let go of all my fears, all my pain.

Nothing can touch me, no one can hurt me.

I can't be deceived by beauty,

I can't be lured by temptation.

Click...

It's cold here...

I come here to be free from it all.

I come to be at peace with my demons.

Where is this place?

This place deep inside my mind where there is nothing.

Click...

It's cold here...

This place is my secret place...

my comfort zone, where only I can come...

and be alone.

I like this place.

Click... 

It's cold here...

slowly I will emerge from my dark place,

slowly I will feel the warmth of the sun on my face,

I may let go of the pain, let go of the sorrow.

I lock the door to my secret place.

Click...

I am not cold any more.

I do not seek the darkness.

but it remains, a part of me...

it's there, it always has been.

and there it will remain

until I can see your beauty once again.

Click....

the temptation of you....

he only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it.  ~Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray, 1891  


Oh my God, look what I've done... 
I've seen your rain, and felt your warm sun 
I promised I'd be safe to keep from your sin 
I can not believe the mess that I am in!   


You never knew the impact did you? 
That soft smile, the tender kiss, your endless clues 
How my life would turn over, my world would shake 
Now I have pushed the limit, raising our stake.   


Your body is so warm next to me, 
I don't ever think that I can be free 
of these feelings, this emotional rush 
the lure of your kisses so soft and so lush   


I need you now, right here without wait 
My world now is in such a wonderful state 
It's more than lust, so much more than infatuation 
I never expected you to accept my invitation...   


So here we are, just the two of us...the lights are dimmed,
the taste of your kiss, the scent of your skin 
no talk of mistrust Tomorrow will come, and we'll face the sun 
Tonight it's you and me...together as one.   


No time for questions, no need for idle talk 
the distractions, and silly thoughts will just make us walk 
Give into these feelings for just one night. 
We'll take our time and make sure that it's right.   


This desire I feel way deep down inside 
The one I am so afraid to confide 
It explodes from me, in wave after wave 
Your body, your soul, your love ... I crave.  

Where are you? I can't see you. The light is gone from my vision. Your beauty, once breathtaking, once a reason for living, is no more. You promised me you would stay, you promised never to leave me, and now, where are you? Why did you leave me? I no longer see my life with meaning, you who kissed me, you who held my soul in your soft and delicate hands, are no more.

Did I not promise to love you, hold you, cherish you? Did I not hold your hand and face the demon with you? Did you fight him with all your power? Oh God, I feel so alone. The cold bed I lay in reminds me that you are not here with me. Oh to have one more kiss, did I not tell you how much I loved you? Now there is nothing but your picture, a frozen smile, a memory of a happiness I will never know again.

I can not help this sadness. It cripples me, it takes my breath away. This pain, why did you leave this pain with me? What am I to do with it? I felt your pain. I knew what you were going through. I prayed with you that God would rescue you...no...rescue us both from this pain. Why did he say no? What did we do to deserve this? I am lost, wandering alone looking for you. Do you see me? Do you know how much I need you, how much that smile meant to me?

Another day will come, another day when I will look for you, another day when I will hear your voice calling me. I come to look for you, it's a part of my day. I bring you daisies, you loved them, they filled you with happiness, but the flowers I brought yesterday remain, and I wonder why you have not put them in that vase in the kitchen. I sit and wait for you, but you never come. Did I do something to displease you?

Oh for just one more kiss, one more caress, one more smell of that wonderful perfume that left me intoxicated for so long. Now I close my eyes and see you as I did the first time I laid eyes on you, I remember our walks on the beach, our talks just sitting alone in the car. I see you with joy and laughter, and I wonder if that I open my eyes you will magically appear, hold me and tell me that you love me, even just one more time.

I know I'm being selfish. I know I shouldn't cry, I know that you had to go, I know that it was time, but I will not stop missing you, I will not open my eyes to find you not  there, I will not  stop bringing you daisies... I will never stop loving you.